Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The Races!


Damn...
Horse racin' is my newest fad..
I can't stop betting - not even a tad!
Someone help me before I get super sad :/
I'm going to lose all my money,
On my awesome new fad...


hahaha.. that was my aim status after spending a whole day at Hollywood Park.
Nick and I pulled a little more than even; we won a whole two dollars!!
I was prettyyy sure we were going to end up in the negs, but... our last bet pulled through.

Here's a tip if you ever decide to bet on horse racing: Try to see the horses walk before you bet. Make sure the horse you're planning on betting on isn't favoring any of it's legs. Make sure it looks good! And another thing, hahaha, make sure not to underestimate any of them. xD Previously injured horse came in first at two lenghts. Incredible!

Bleh. More info later. @ work.
Peace(:

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Too Much Excitment in One Day

Let me start of by saying that today was BY FAR the most TERRIFYING day of my LIFE.

Well, year, perhaps.

Alright. So after class and sitting around the house bored I got the bright idea to go hiking. I've been aching to hit the trails again and well, I was having a REALLY shitty morning. Nick was having a bad day so he was annoyed at me and told me not to drive down to base to come see him. I should've disobeyed him.. then none of this would've happened...

Aaron and Mark. Mark is Aaron's friend. They're like brothers. Aaron is in my philosophy class and we've been hanging out and talking a few weeks after the semester started. He was on aim, and so I messaged him asking him if he was busy today. Which he said he wasn't. So I told him what I was planning on doing, and he said he'd be cool with comin' along too. Because he was talking to Mark already and Mark said he too had nothing to do, they both said they'd come. So I picked them up and we headed out to Altadena. I got confused while going there because Nick had called me and the directions to the trail were saved on my phone.

So here's where it all starts. Nick called me, was super annoyed at me, and well - he broke up with me. Sort of. I didn't want to deal with it in front of the others so I asked him if I could call him back. He said that there is no later, just now. Which is why I stayed on the phone with him. Finally he agreed to let me call him back when I could.

We found the road that lead to the trail (freaking NARROW as hell), and parked in the parking lot where we had a brief, but friendly chat with someone from NJ. He was just campin' out in his car and helped Aaron and Mark get a small red soccer ball that was lodged under a car parked near us. I called Nick, and we talked it out and he apologized. He's been havin' a rough week...

So we started on the trail. We got to the waterfall (Millard Canyon Falls), which I wasn't satisfied with. It was beautiful in person - I appreciate nature the way it is - but it wasn't GREAT. The trail to the fall was pretty rough and difficult and we lost the trail a few times, but it was short.


Millard Canyon Falls


I wasn't satisfied. I wanted a longer hike. I had read up on this trail a bit and knew there was another trail that lead to a waterfall that fed the falls we were at. We hiked up a steep rocky, loose gravel and dirt, to look for a trail I knew existed, but didn't know where. I wish I had read the directions I had put on my phone... We made it up, found a trail, followed it (the wrong way first - this lead back down. we went back the right way.), looked over the top of the falls (SCARY!) and continued to hike upstream. The path crossed the stream MANY times and once again, it was pretty difficult. The trail could be easily lost if you weren't looking too closely. After a bit, it merges with another more well worn trail. It was still a difficult hike though. We came upon what I believe is Saucer Branch Falls. However, reading up on the description, I do believe it isn't so. Lol.

Well, we sat and played in these three part falls engorged in the rock. It looked completely PERFECT to just slide down the moss covered areas of the flat rock right into the pools of water below them. Like, no joke. It was GREAT. The pool at the bottom though was the deepest. I definitely could've swam around in it! All the others were like maybe up to my knees or my waist. But the last pool... Man.. It was REALLY nice.

Oh! And there were salamanders in the pool! I saw something stick it's head out of the water to get air and I FREAKED (I was talking about 'The Descent' movie and how we were all gonna die and not make it off the mountain.) but I realized it was just a salamander. SOOO CUTEEE! There were like three just hanging around this bush in the water. I have a picture, but it didn't come out so clear so I won't post it up. Anyway, we had our fun and the clock was hitting four so I wanted to get outta there.



The cold water felt REALLY great on our tired feet. But it was so cold it hurt if you stayed in too long.

Anyway, we left and headed back down the trail. We got to the top of Millard Falls and hiked up the side of the rock surface to find the trail back down(the one we had discovered earlier) and I lead the way down. It was very steep. I wish I had a picture to show what kind of terrain we were working with too. It was difficult and scary. I can't put it into words.

This is the moment my heart stopped beating...

He took a path to the right of me and was about maybe an arms length away. I was hanging onto a tree, easing my way down the precarious trail. He slipped... It didn't look like much at first, until he couldn't regain his footing. He went down the mountain, headed straight towards a tree. He tried to grab it, but his fingers slipped and it swung him around and he continued to slide down the trail. He hit the bottom trail, it looked like he was gonna be able to stop and be okay, but there was a rock.. and he lost his balance... tripped over it.. and went down.

He fell hard. He rolled in all sorts of ways. I screamed his name and he seemed to get up after a few seconds of not moving. Mark and I had been laughing thinking it wasn't going to be serious. But as soon as he went down, I knew it was going to be. Well, he got up looking dazed. He was gritting his teeth and dropped down to the fetal position grabbing his head and shaking it. You could tell he was in a LOT of pain. I kept yelling his name. "Aaron! Aaron! Aaron are you alright?! Aaron!" He didn't respond to any of my calls. Mark and I did our best to scramble down the mountain side, but we too lost our footing along the way but were able to regain it before hitting the bottom. I made it down first.

He sat down on a rock next to the stream...

This is the part that annoyed me of my day (besides the police officer). There were TWO GUYS at the bottom sitting on some rocks near the river with a COOLER. While Mark and I were trying to rush down the mountain and help our friend in need, they sat there on the rocks saying, "Whoa man! That was some gnarly fall!" When Mark and I heard this we were really surprised there were other people on the trail. But we were even more shocked, that no one came to his rescue. They just sat there on the rocks commenting on how he fell. That pissed me off.

Anyway, he sat down on a rock next to the stream. His shirt was torn in a few places and he was gritting his teeth. I asked him if he was okay. He said he was but that it just hurt a lot. One major hole got my attention. I told him he had a hole in his shirt on the shoulder and I asked him if he was okay. He said yeah, just in a lot of pain. I told him I wanted to make sure and asked him if I could look at it. He said, "Yeah, could you?" I stretched out the collar on his shirt to look at his shoulder. I had expected something small... It was a gruesome cut. Blood was beginning to pour out of it.

"Shit. Your shoulder's fucked up. Shit. Shit. Shit." He tried to turn his neck to look at it, but his neck was hurting too. Mark made it to my side and asked me how bad it was. He took a look for himself and agreed with me that it might need stitches. I didn't want to call 911 because we weren't exactly sure how bad it was. It wasn't broken, so it's not TOO serious, but it was still pretty gross.

I ran. I ran as fast as I could back down the trail to where we were parked. It was a difficult trail to begin with, and I almost sprained my ankle going on a dead run over all the rocks. I wanted to reach my car as fast as I could because I had packed a large bottle of water. We had brought two bottles along with us on trail, but had finished them right before heading down the mountainside. As I ran, I came across a few cabins above the trail. I started yelling if anyone was there. No response. I kept running. I was so tired... so hot. I just wanted to wade in the stream until I cooled down. But I kept running. I came upon Millard Campground - the end of our trail. I yelled out once more. But no response. The one family I saw playing earlier must be sleeping. The caretaker? That van looks like it's been parked here for years. I looked at the van. There was a slight hum coming from inside of it. Certainly, someone was inside, no?

I shook my head. I didn't have time for this. I continued to run back down the road towards the parking lot. I got to the parking lot, breathing hard and sweating. I went straight into my car, grabbed my water bottle, slammed the door shut, and ran back up the trail. There were some people standing there looking at me funny, as well as the NJ guy we had spoken to earlier. They didn't bother asking me why I was looking so flustered. I tried running back up the trail, I really did. But the road was so hot, I was wheezing when trying to breathe. My body felt like giving out on me, but I told myself I had to push through for this. I picked up my pace when I could and went running back up the trail.

The water was hot from sitting in my car for a few hours and I didn't know if it would be a good thing or a bad thing. The heat would help with killing some germs, but I knew he would want something cool to drink. I also knew that it was probably best he drank warm water in case he was in shock or whatever the hell it was.

I met them on the trail after a few minutes of jogging.

I made him sit down on a rock next to the water. Mark had helped him take his shirt off earlier and he stood over me as I poured water on his cut. I did the best I could. I rubbed gently over the cut as I poured the hot water over it. He kept grimacing and squirming in pain. I felt so bad. I told him to put his hand in the water, that the coolness might distract him from the pain just a little. He kept squirming away from me... I did the best I could. I looked for a rock in the river that was cool and clean, rinsed it with the hot water, and gently padded the area around the cut that was swelling up pretty badly. Mark filled his empty water bottle up with the stream water and left it in the stream to cool some more.

I looked at the cut. In the center of all the red, I saw a blueish and whiteish tinge. I wasn't sure what I was looking at. I knew it had cut a lot deeper than expected, but it looked like I was looking at his ... I don't know. It looked familiar though. The light blue and the white? I've seen it before. I just couldn't remember where. Thinking about it now, I've seen an operation in my anatomy class where everything was the same color.

Anyway, I told them to pack it up and head down the trail first without me. I had taken my shoes off while trying to treat him and was wading in the water to cool myself down a bit. I didn't even bother drying my feet... well, a little. I put my socks back on and ran back down the trail to meet up with what little ground they gained. I went ahead of them once more to get to the campground. Here, I didn't hesitate. I KNEW there was a steady hum coming from the little motor home thing. I knocked on the window, and there was a rustling from beside me and a voice. I jumped a bit, wasn't expecting that soon of a response. He asked me if I needed any help and I quickly explained what happened, and if he had any sort of antibiotics that I could use to clean the cut with. He said all he had was some peroxide and I was free to use it if I'd like. I asked if I may and he went back to grab me the bottle.

I sat Aaron down at the closest bench when he told me his ankle was starting to act up too. I had checked his torso and under his arms for any cuts while I was washing his cut next to the stream. I had also noticed a small cut behind his ear and some of the skin on his neck rubbed a bit raw. I took of his shoe and his sock to see if there were any cuts around his ankle. There was one, but it wasn't significant. I poured some water on it when the guy came up with the peroxide.

I poured the peroxide on his cut and we all know what happens when you do that. The person squirms in pain and the cut bubbles up all yellow and gross like. I cleaned it three times and dabbed up around the cuts with some toilet paper the caretaker had given me. I gave Mark my keys and told him to get to my car and roll down all the windows to cool it down some before we got there. The guy had instructed me to leave the bottle of peroxide on his hood when I was done, so I sent Aaron on his way while I jogged back and put the bottle on his hood. Some lady came up and asked us if we needed anything. She was coming from the direction of the trail with two dogs, one that was furiously barking at us. We walked back down the trail to the car, Mark didn't know how to work my alarm, he had unlocked the car while pushing the button a couple of times, I ran around the car opening all the doors, and ordered them to get into their seats. I saw the NJ guy peering out his window at us, but there was no time to chat.

"Come on. We need to get you to the hospital." I got into my car, turned my AC on, rolled down the windows, and sped out of the parking lot and back up the road. Once we hit the main road I was speeding maybe 10-15 miles above the speed limit. I passed a van that moved out of it's way for me, when Mark said, "Dude. Cop." And I was like, "GREAT. HE CAN TELL US HOW TO GET TO THE NEAREST HOSPITAL!" I had been on the phone with Nick as soon as we got out of the winding road leading to the trails. In my hurry, I accidentally hung up on him - sorry, Nick. Anyway, the cop guy had been about to pull me over because he had barely turned on his lights when I came to a stop before him. I turned my emergency lights on and started waving him up. (I've read an article on how cops want their "victims" to act when pulled over. Getting out of the car would've seemed like a bit of threat to the guy and he could've pulled a gun at me and made things take even longer.) He moved a few feet forward in his car and he looked extremely confused. He turned off his lights and got out of the car and slowly started walking towards me. I leaned out the window and asked him if he knew how to get to the nearest hospital before he even got to my car.

This is pretty much how it went:
"Is this an emergency?"
"My friend fell off the trail and he's bleeding and might need stitches."
Officer looks around at all the passengers in the car and then at Aaron's shoulder.
"Do you need me to call an ambulance?"
And in my head i'm thinking, shit, that's EXPENSIVE.
"No, I just need to get him to a hospital."
Officer looks around some more than says, "Then it isn't an emergency."
And I'm thinking, WTF. HE JUST FELL FIFTY FEET AND THAT ISN'T CONSIDERED AN EMERGENCY?
Officer continues to look around cooly, while I'm about to break down and start crying.
"Well, you shouldn't be speeding. It isn't an emergency."
I'm thinkin', WTF?!
"Can I see your license?"
And I'm like, Shit. He's gonna give me a ticket... Aaron better start faking it really hurts if he starts writing me up...
So I find my wallet, and hand it to him and he stares there lookin' at it for a bit then says, "You guys aren't from around here are you?"
Mark from the backseat: "No, we're not."
Officer: "Well you have no reason to be speeding. It's not an emergency."
Me: "Okay, well, can you tell me how to get to the nearest hospital?"
Officer: "Well.. it's kind of hard to explain."
Me: "Uh huh?"
Officer: "You just take the 210W and... it's kind of hard to explain..."
Me thinking: Wow, this guy is an IDIOT. JUST SPIT IT OUT ALREADY!
Officer: Well, just take this road all the way down until the 210 West and... It's hard to explain.. Well, you're going to Huntington Hospital."
Me: "Uh huh...?"
Officer: Just follow this road down, get on the 210 west, the 110 for California Ave... It's kinda hard to explain.."
Me thinking:OMG JUST TELL ME ALREADY!

Well, he FINALLY told us, gave me my license back, and we went on our way. We got to the emergency room drop off area, dropped them off, I parked in the parking structure, and jogged down the stairs and ran to the emergency room. They were standing there filling out some forms and yeah. He wasn't allowed to drink or eat anything until the nurse saw him, but I snuck him some water. We were all tired and stressed. He needed it more than Mark and I.

They cleaned him up a bit, while Mark and I were joking around about what happened, and after a bit they called him into a room where they asked him questions. Mark and I sat outside and waited. When we walked back into the hospital he was sitting on a chair outside and we asked him what was up. He replied, "An hour and a half wait."

Anyway, when he told us they didn't think it was too serious but it should get checked out just in case, we left.

Drove them to their friend's house where we almost got into a car accident. Laughed and made jokes about it while the lady, who we thought was a man, kept looking back at us and shaking her head.

And I came home.

Too long of a post, i'm ending it there.

Bye.

Mr. Caterpillar.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Winner at a Losing Game // Rascal Flatts<3

Man, I wish I had my camera. :/ I would upload some pictures of it but.. I let Leslie borrow it so tough luck for me. Meh, oh well.

I don't know why.. but my iPod's working against me. I'm sittin' here, on my bed, listening to music that.. well.. gets me thinkin' of him again. I dunno.. I was standing in front of my mirror rubbing aloe vera on my face (i'm sunburned, hahaha. story will come up after.), and I just got to thinking... Maybe it was too soon.

It's sad... I'm still not over him, yet I wouldn't go back to him. No matter how much I want to. It just won't work.. He says he's changed, and he did, for a little while, but he's turning back into the same guy he was before. Maybe he's a little less of an asshole, I'll never know. I can't help but think I want him back. Oh well, either way, it's a lose lose situation for me.

So it's been a long time since i've blogged. Been busy(:

Went to that JROTC ball thing. That was fun.. Nick looked great in his blues and we had a good time(: I feel as if I talked about this before.. hm.. oh well. It was hilarious though. One of the marines there (there were six counting Nick. Three were older though.) addressed Nick when he was about to walk away after I introduced him to the whatever he is. he goes, "Lcpl, can I ask you a question?" And Nick turns around and says, "Sure." And we both thought he was going to ask a question about joining the fleet because the guy had JUST gotten out of boot camp a week ago but he says, "Can you tell me how to put this belt on...?" I tried to stifle the giggles but not too well. He launched into a story about how they never taught them how to put it on and how it's just a square when you first get it in a box and blah blah blah. He was HILARIOUS! After Nick explained everything and showed him how to do it he thanked us and went back to his date. I told him it didn't matter if he wore it correctly or not, he still looked great. Hahaha.. funny kid...

The PFC that asked Nick how to tie his belt is to the far left. That old dude who was the guest speaker (long story about him, very neat guy). Me, and then Nick.

Anyway, so... yeah. Pictures should be coming in on Wed, I was notified. I'm looking forward to receiving them. Omg, just funny stories all around the ball. Like, no joke. I can waste a whole post on it! xD

But yes, uh.. so this weekend was fun. Friday a little after my shift was over Nick came up and we went to dinner. I surprised him over dessert when I gave him my gift. He was wondering why my purse was so bulky. Lol.

I had offered to get him a watch an old family friend of mine was selling for super cheap. It's a bit pricy, especially in these economic times and my no income job, but I still offered to buy it. However, a friend of hers messaged her two minutes before I did about buying it. Oh well. I fell in love with the model of the watch so I went hunting to buy my own. I knew Nick would be bummed out about not receiving the watch after all. He seemed a little relieved though when I told him she sold it to someone else. Haha, so yeah. I went hunting for another watch, same model, different color, without telling him. Nixon Player, all black, real diamond, Japanese quartz hand movements... it's a beauty. He walked into my work when I was about to start wrapping it. Hahaha... Told him to wait outside while I rushed wrapped it real crappy and stuffed it into my purse. Lol.

Anyway, I told him this, "Nick, I know you were really looking forward to that watch I was gonna get you and I felt really bad for not getting it for you." And after he disagreed a few times he finally admitted that he did look forward to it a bit. I kept pressing him to say it(: Anyway, I pulled it out of my purse and said, "So.. I got you a little something else." He looked at me in disbelief and was like, are you serious? and i'm like, yeah..? He finally opened it and .. hahaha.. The look on his face<3...

OMG. My ex pisses me off.. whatever.. It's my fault. I should've dealt with him a long time ago..

Anyway, so yeah. Nick LOVED the watch. I liked it from the moment I first saw it.

So.. Saturday morning, I went to the Bolsa Chica Ecological Reserve aka, Bolsa Chica Wetlands. I arrived thirty forty minutes or so before my class and sat in my car waiting before I finally decided to walk across the street and just look around. I used to volunteer my club there all the time. Good times. We'd always go kayaking after(: Super fun! All the million dollar homes sittin' right on top of that water. Beautiful.

After I got home from that, Nick came over and we went hiking in the Sierra Madres. I've been wanting to go back for forever but the one person I wanted to go with walked out of my life so.. meh. It was great going with Nick. I felt so energetic! It was a beautiful hike. We took the First Water Trail to Hermit Falls. We plan on going the other way instead next time - the trail I went on with my sister, her boyfriend, and his cousin? Yeah.. we got trapped up on the mountain after that... Wildfires.. Scary stuff.

Gah. Got distracted by Chris messaging me. He's over in Iraq right now. Poor guy hurt his knee while working.. :/ I worry about him.. Along with Danny in Afghanistan.

Okay so.. hiking was super fun! The trail we took lead to these waterfalls splashing into these deep pools that trailed on and over the rocks to more granite.. Okay, pretty much? It's a three part waterfall. Each pool being deeper than the other. It looks like a GREAT place to go swimming in the summer! Google 'Hermit Falls' and you can get an idea of what the waterfalls look like. When Nick and I went, we found two ropes that you can use to get to the bottom of the falls. Be CAREFUL - it's a bit dangerous. The rocks are SUPER slippery too. And if you wet your feet, you're sure to slip on this smooth rock surface. I'll ask Nick if he could give me some pictures from his camera. I didn't have mine :/ Let Leslie borrow it, remember?

I almost slipped and could've gotten washed down the first part of the falls. I was trying to hop over the mouth of the fall, but decided to use the small island of rock that the water was running around. Stupid me, hahaha. I hit the water felt my foot slip a little, panicked, and jumped to safety on the other side. The water is just that clear. Thankfully, it wasn't as deep as the area around it so nothing happened. Just a wet foot, shoe, and sock that made me lose even more traction. Haha.. But overall, it's a beautiful fall. I plan on going at least once in the summer to go swimming in it's deepest pool<3

Sunday, I was playing in the sun at the park. I totally got sunburned from playing volleyball. The sun was so bright... I had a fun time though. Besides the fact my skin was acting up (I have a bit of a skin problem, it's hereditary but only I seem to have it.) and I was getting super itchy and bumpy but I survived. And my sunburn isn't even that bad at all(:

Came home. Nick was waiting for me for like half an hour or so. Yikes. We watched a movie, my parents invited him to stay for dinner, ate dinner, he napped while I finished my homework, and I sent him home.

I can't WAIT to go hiking again! I'm planning on going again on the 16th. Trying to get a small group together so we can carpool. Anyone interested? Just shoot me a message(: Or a text.

So, hiking. Sierra Madres. I plan on going on the trail to Sturtevant Falls. May 16, 2009. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. But seriously, hiking. It's SUPER fun<3 I wanna make this a monthly thing. Lets totally go!

With much love,
Sarah

EDIT: OMG. I forgot to explain the title of my blog, lol. Winner at a Losing Game by Rascal Flatts. I'm a HUGE Rascal Flatts fan. But it's true. I won at a losing game. I've fell in love with something that'll never happen. Great song, give it a listen. Peace out.